fika.
2 min readAug 29, 2023

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Photo by Kristina Tripkovic on Unsplash

No one can imagine how lonely she is for these past years.

Life never felt so good. Well, at least that what always come to her mind every seconds of her living life. Not because there are too many burdens come in time, it is just flat. It is really flat. No troubles, no dilemmas, no tight spots, and sadly no happiness.

What is the point of living if it just repeating what you do from day to night all the time? That is exactly what she views.

How can everyone’s life be so colorful but her? Everyone is involved in a romantic relationship, friendship, and high-maintained family things. Meanwhile, she just gets to deal with the 9 to 5, eats and sleeps all alone by herself. She is just in a routine. No new things come, no exciting feats happen. At worst, no one is willing to be her company.

How does it feel to have someone who is willing to closely interact with you every day? Exchanging views, talking nonsense, and sharing some random thoughts? How does it feel to be specially treated by someone you love?

She does not know, not at all, not even a piece. She does not even know how it feels to see someone with butterflies, and how it feels to have someone who makes her blushing every time that person comes to her mind. She really has no clue. Is it possible to be loved if you are never in love with anyone else?

What is the point of living on Earth with seven billion people if she literally has zero company? At this moment, she thinks that maybe living in Mars would be so much better.

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fika.

all that was my imaginations and a slight of my life journeys.